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Never felt this broken down, empty, lonely in my life. My chest hurts, with every beat of my heart -...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:52:02 -0400

Never felt this broken down, empty, lonely in my life. My chest hurts, with every beat of my heart - I wish it would stop.

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:16:26 -0400

When I'm driving with my best friend

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 16:51:37 -0400

sodamnrelatable:

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Sat, 08 Jun 2013 07:33:02 -0400

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Fri, 07 Jun 2013 00:27:00 -0400

"1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go..."

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 11:20:16 -0400

“1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

9. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

10. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.”

- Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness (via pigmenting)
Starting today 😊

gabbyroars: Same girl same Sick of love 😍

Wed, 05 Jun 2013 10:31:04 -0400

gabbyroars:

Same girl same

Sick of love 😍

gabbyroars: this is great Guys 😒

Wed, 05 Jun 2013 10:30:32 -0400

gabbyroars:

this is great

Guys 😒

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 10:59:37 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

ifthese-sh33ts-werethestates: glorialovescats: visual...

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 21:24:36 -0400

ifthese-sh33ts-werethestates:

glorialovescats:

visual representation of putting your trust in someone

too powerful not to reblog

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Mon, 03 Jun 2013 18:34:54 -0400

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 18:32:53 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

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Mon, 03 Jun 2013 18:32:37 -0400

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE ❤💛💚

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 18:31:16 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

❤💛💚

I never understood why he kept asking me if I hated him when he broke up with me - because in my...

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 22:37:47 -0400

I never understood why he kept asking me if I hated him when he broke up with me - because in my mind that was impossible. He used to be my happiness , my world, my everything & no matter what that won’t change. Or so I thought at the time. I tried so hard to make this work, putting my happiness aside for him to have his in pure stupid fucking hope I can once again get that happiness back. But now I understand why he asked me that - if I hated him. Because of all the Hurt he was going to cause me. All the constant mind numbing pain I have been enduring for months to see him happy but why should I put myself through this misery when he simply doesn’t want me. It’s just that simple. It’s over. No matter how hard I try it’s done. We’re done. It took a while to finally realize & accept but now that I do I know what to do. This may be the hardest thing I’ve done in a while but I can’t keep hurting this bad & keep breathing. I’m scared of the bullshit running through my mind sometimes - I tried it once & I can’t let this be my destruction. I just won’t allow it.